After quite a long hiatus thanks to the forgetfulness of a password, so many things to keep up in a mind filled with so many more important things I guess? I had been meaning to break the code so to say and get back control over more than just those subservient losers who would call themselves my pets.
This blog had been something for me to use as I wished and yet I never quite utilized it for what it could have been as I once had planed and why it was I created it. Losing the password to access it and post kept me from doing much with it for many years now. Perhaps this time now I've recalled the password to get into it I can at least use it for some fun. Not just fun, what I might be up to, things I am doing with my life for those who care, my random ramblings and rants, some delicious torments of my submissives, some glorious teasing and of course carrying out those threats to expose my perverted callers who dare question my abilities. Will she? Will she not? I don't know for sure but it will turn me on to think so, so I'm going to tell her all the personal details of my life. Who I am, where I work, my wifes name, where I live, and perhaps she really won't use any of it against me telling potentially the world wide web what a pervert I am. Seriously there are many who are into this and will do it exactly as I've just described it is.
Tonight I actually had such a call. This wasn't the 1st time he rang my line. Requesting me no doubt, knowing I would be the one who could take him over he edge and do the things to him that not only turned him on and brought him to a place though he desired and needed for release, but that he really tried whole heartedly with most intentions to avoid.
Addiction is a bitch! The symptom having the sexual desire to be personally ruined and his paying me off to keep me quiet and not post such things here on my blog. I really think it's more a desire he wishes for someone to really ruin the life he has because he's too much a pussy to walk out on it. It's hard keeping up the appearance of being the respected gentleman everyone thinks he is.
He is a well mannered, well respected, a husband, father or step father, has an awesome career working in a field that if anyone was to find out about his kinky fetish and or see him dressed up in his sissy attire would surely shit-can him to the curb without choice.
Well He paid the fees, and his dues to an extent. Only keeping me from spilling the beans for now. The pic I have of him could really ruin him. Now I have his driver's license. I wanted to be sure he truly was not only who he claimed he was, but who is is in the picture dressed as this naughty panty and bra wearing sissy. Should I ever decide to post his picture anywhere, at I now have proof he is of age.
Don't get wrong here, It's usually not the thing most of my callers are into and for the most part I am discrete and everything anyone tells me I would take to my grave. However if I am being requested to do something with information, images or other defamatory content by the person who owns such content then I will surely do as they wish for me to do if they are not careful LOL I mean seriously it's what the poor sissy wants is it not? I know I would be helping him leave behind a life he is living that isn't really what he wants. He can't do it so he is begging me to be the one to do it for him.
