A Champions Who's Favorite Color is Red, Not just Any Red, But Rather Red Silk!

 A last minute thought before I head to bed here...my champion who knows who he is will one day be reading this and he should know that his Mistress does think of him quite often. I had promised one day I will somehow recall the password to sign myself into my blog here and write a little something to him knowing he would one day come across it. So this day has finally come. The title of this post alone I feel strongly he will cause him to smile. This is a reward he has earned from quite some time ago, and one I am only to pleased to finally be capable of making good with. 

Goodnight My Champion...Sweetest Dreams and Fantasies of your Mistress USING you!

A Caller into Being Financially Dominated and How His Call To Me Caused Me To Recall The Password Here to My Blog!

 After quite a long hiatus thanks to the forgetfulness of a password, so many things to keep up in a mind filled with so many more important things I guess? I had been meaning to break the code so to say and get back control over more than just those subservient losers who would call themselves my pets. 

This blog had been something for me to use as I wished and yet I never quite utilized it for what it could have been as I once had planed and why it was I created it. Losing the password to access it and post kept me from doing much with it for many years now. Perhaps this time now I've recalled the password to get into it  I can at least use it for some fun. Not just fun, what I might be up to, things I am doing with my life for those who care, my random ramblings and rants, some delicious torments of my submissives, some glorious teasing and of course carrying out those threats to expose my perverted callers who dare question my abilities. Will she? Will she not? I don't know for sure but it will turn me on to think so, so I'm going to tell her all the personal details of my life. Who I am, where I work, my wifes name, where I live, and perhaps she really won't use any of it against me telling potentially the world wide web what a pervert I am. Seriously there are many who are into this and will do it exactly as I've just described it is. 

Tonight I actually had such a call. This wasn't the 1st time he rang my line. Requesting me no doubt, knowing I would be the one who could take him over he edge and do the things to him that not only turned him on and brought him to a place though he desired and needed for release, but that he really tried whole heartedly with most intentions to avoid. 

Addiction is a bitch! The symptom having the sexual desire to be personally ruined and his paying me off to keep me quiet and not post such things here on my blog. I really think it's more a desire he wishes for someone to really ruin the life he has because he's too much a pussy to walk out on it. It's hard keeping up the appearance of being the respected gentleman everyone thinks he is.

 He is a well mannered, well respected, a husband, father or step father, has an awesome career working in a field that if anyone was to find out about his kinky fetish and or see him dressed up in his sissy attire would surely shit-can him to the curb without choice. 

Well He paid the fees, and his dues to an extent. Only keeping me from spilling the beans for now. The pic I have of him could really ruin him. Now I have his driver's license. I wanted to be sure he truly was not only who he claimed he was, but who is is in the picture dressed as this naughty panty and bra wearing sissy.  Should I ever decide to post his picture anywhere, at I now have proof he is of age.

Don't get wrong here, It's usually not the thing most of my callers are into and for the most part I am discrete and everything anyone tells me I would take to my grave. However if I am being requested to do something with information, images or other defamatory content by the person who owns such content then I will surely do as they wish for me to do if they are not careful LOL I mean seriously it's what the poor sissy wants is it not? I know I would be helping him leave behind a life he is living that isn't really what he wants. He can't do it so he is begging me to be the one to do it for him.

MORE SPAM...DOESN'T TASTE WELL TO ME!

So I know its been a while since I have posted on here, but quite frankly I am so tired of other people posting here more than I am able to and its always some sort of spam!

Let me be honest here, I created this blog to attract business for myself on a PhoneSex line. I don't need to do this these days, but I opted to as it was recommended way back when I sarted and well here we are 6 years later and I am still only getting SPAM comments.

So they say something nice, yada yada, compliment me or my posts but then leave links to their own businesss, escort services, phonesex services,xxx movie sites, etc.. what gives?

Okay I might never get an answer to that question, but at least I was able to come on here and give my mini rant on the matter.

Anyone else care to chime in on this post by leaving a comment down below and helping to console me, please do so LOL

Late Night With Michael - Results of My Being Horny and The Lines Being Slow

Vchat, what can I say about it...its just a place I go when I am bored, and want to play and be ultra dirty and naughty. On this night, last night... I was on the prowl. Thats just my way of saying I was horny as hell and wanted to play and I didn't care about making money just wanted to get off and to do that I love getting someone else off. If  there isn't much of anyone on the talk lines requesting me where they pay more and I get way more then why not the chat line? I think its just 69 cents per minute for the callers but I know I give my usual $2.99- $2.00 per minute I do on the slow line. After-all I am always just being my usual hot and horny self. No faking it or gimmicks. The true GFE, PSE experience I love to give and who always isn't more than surprised to get.  I get like 20 cents per min but its not about the money as I said. Funny they don't pay past the 1st 2 hours in any 24 hour period so sometimes I don't even earn that. I just don't care, I really just want to get off!

Its the middle of the week and that means payout day so everyone goes online to work the phones and see what they can get and try and make all they can. That means 400+ sometimes over 500 girls profiles to choose from. If my regulars are not awake at that hour looking for me then chances of my getting a call is slim. I found Michael last night on the Vchat system and I knew I had already earned my 2 hours worth on that system but I still wanted to play and he sounded so yummy I could not resist. I got the boot a few times and once while in the middle of something with him but I quickly called right back and got back into the system and was glad he found me again. I love the way he thinks, what he was into and so wanted to be with him for real. Had he been in that hotel any closer to me I surely would have slipped into a dress, left my panties off and just driven to where he was. I woke today feeling like I so wish that still was possible. I can't get the thoughts of the naughty taboo things I wanted to have him do for me as well as watch me do in front of him. Sharing the same perverse fantasies with a guy makes me think just how fucked-up my head really is but I don't care, I know I am not alone. I can't be the only one who thinks the way I do.

So Michael if your out there and ever read this since I know I gave you my name and you found my blog, only you truly know who you are. The fact is there are so many Michaels out there that call the lines I could be talking about any one of them but you were the only one I was talking to last night at 3-6'O'clock in the morning MY TIME. The forced fem fantasy was one I truly enjoy all the time but you made it more inviting and worth playing it out as though I was really your hot wife wanting some BBC and having you come home to find me with not one, not two but 3 BULLS who were all quite endowed and doing things to me you only ever fantasized of in your mind. Your fantasy becoming more true to reality when I kept on going not stopping anyone from having their way with me and furthermore inviting you to come and join me in our bed where I was doing it all. I know you loved the taste on my lips, seeing cum on face as well as the look of excitement, ecstasy and desire of the true slut I become and you always dreamed I would be. I somehow just knew you wanted to take my place and made things happen as I made you do things that were so naughty, so perverse and taboo but you loved every moment of it all. Making you cum was a pleasure I won't soon forget, however it would have been even better had you cried out moaning my name or even announcing you hit your goal to climax. Next time and I know there will be a next time I will have you begging me to let you cum, and you will be more audible so that I can myself reach my own goals to climax. I wish to squirt while making you squirt at the very same time!

Whatever Happens in Vegas Stays in Vegas

Its Friday early evening around 5:15 and the plane taxied into the hanger at LAS AKA McCarran International airport onto the runway heading into the business class hanger just for the Rich and Famous. Yeah this is Paradise!

I am tired from the 5.5 hour flight over from Naples "Florida", about where I am from, and I can't hardly wait to get to whatever hotel the boss has put the crew up for however long were here. I am tired but I know as usual by the time we do get wherever were going I will have gotten that 2nd wind and will need to do something to tire myself back out a bit so maybe I just might get some sleep.

Were in the caravan and were headed to the hotel but won't know which until we get there. 10 minutes later were pulling into the Hampton Inn Tropicana located on Dean Martin Drive! What a place! A 4 Star Hotel with some really nice amenities. They have a pretty nice fitness center that is open 24 hours a day. Knowing this I decided to go down and take advantage of it, get in a nice workout and perhaps then I would be able to get back into the need for sleep mode.

So I go down and start my workout, 1st I do about 30 minutes on the treadmill, 30 on the bike and back on the treadmill for another 30. Now while on there about 15 minutes left on my track this hot young dark haired green eyed guy walked in and gets on the treadmill right along side of mine to my right. He looks over at me and says, "nice night for a workout, what brings you in here so late?" I tell him I am a flight attendant and the plane I fly on came in late and as usual I get a burst of energy that won't allow me to get to sleep. I figure a workout might help do the trick. I then asked him what brought him in here at this time of night, and he says I work out every day but had conferences and a dinner engagement that kept me from my usual workout so even though late I had to come in and at least try and do 30 minutes on this treadmill here. He winks at me and I smile and we both continue to get our workouts in. I have only another 13 minutes left on my treadmill to go, he looks back over and says oh it seems your almost done there. I say yes but I still am not nearly as tired as I think I need to be to get to sleep but oh well at least like you I am trying to get in a work out for the day.

Chasing Away the Sadness

He is truly my champion. Hasn't stopped sending me messages and always wishing me well and trying to remind me of what he thinks it is to him I wish to be. Quite confusing to the contrary actually...I am a dom for the most part and though my mind may switch I've not in a very long time. If I sway from my position as top dog than I leave myself open to being vulnerable and thus used, taken advantage of and perhaps allowing myself to be owned without satisfaction as my reward.

He is surely someone I have talked to more than any others and in light of the relationship we have its not one I thin will ever go anywhere anyway. That's the problem with fantasy, you wake up and realize its only just a dream. Sometimes those dreams can be good and sometimes they can be not so good. Are they exactly night-mares...not exactly but not my favorable way to sleep. I love waking to a smile, or in this case a wonderful message from Chase. He makes me smile even when he is very wrong and thinks he is right...he does keep my thinking about him in his own way. Recently told me he found my blog here and its what has made me return and post something about him now in this hour. Yes its 2:18 AM and I am here alone, its quiet and I recently have gone through a loss of a pet. Its made me not able to sleep for long. I don't know perhaps I am just feeling a little bored and know of nothing else I can do to keep myself occupied or make myself tire enough to attempt going back to sleep for a little while longer.

Funny how someone can be on your mind at a certain time of night for one reason or another. Its not that I want to talk to him its just he happens to be the one on my mind right now at this hour. On to the next thing, I will be watching YouTube videos and I will get over the thoughts in my mind at this moment and perhaps thinking about raw vegan fruit diets, Freelee the Banana Girl, Trisha Paytas and her Mukbang Videos, Jared Leto or whatever it is I get into watching.

Sweet dreams to all, especially my champion Chase!

In Love with Real Steel

Sweeeeeeeeeet!!!!!

Seriously can you tell me this is not a beautiful babe?