Whatever Happens in Vegas Stays in Vegas

Its Friday early evening around 5:15 and the plane taxied into the hanger at LAS AKA McCarran International airport onto the runway heading into the business class hanger just for the Rich and Famous. Yeah this is Paradise!

I am tired from the 5.5 hour flight over from Naples "Florida", about where I am from, and I can't hardly wait to get to whatever hotel the boss has put the crew up for however long were here. I am tired but I know as usual by the time we do get wherever were going I will have gotten that 2nd wind and will need to do something to tire myself back out a bit so maybe I just might get some sleep.

Were in the caravan and were headed to the hotel but won't know which until we get there. 10 minutes later were pulling into the Hampton Inn Tropicana located on Dean Martin Drive! What a place! A 4 Star Hotel with some really nice amenities. They have a pretty nice fitness center that is open 24 hours a day. Knowing this I decided to go down and take advantage of it, get in a nice workout and perhaps then I would be able to get back into the need for sleep mode.

So I go down and start my workout, 1st I do about 30 minutes on the treadmill, 30 on the bike and back on the treadmill for another 30. Now while on there about 15 minutes left on my track this hot young dark haired green eyed guy walked in and gets on the treadmill right along side of mine to my right. He looks over at me and says, "nice night for a workout, what brings you in here so late?" I tell him I am a flight attendant and the plane I fly on came in late and as usual I get a burst of energy that won't allow me to get to sleep. I figure a workout might help do the trick. I then asked him what brought him in here at this time of night, and he says I work out every day but had conferences and a dinner engagement that kept me from my usual workout so even though late I had to come in and at least try and do 30 minutes on this treadmill here. He winks at me and I smile and we both continue to get our workouts in. I have only another 13 minutes left on my treadmill to go, he looks back over and says oh it seems your almost done there. I say yes but I still am not nearly as tired as I think I need to be to get to sleep but oh well at least like you I am trying to get in a work out for the day.

Chasing Away the Sadness

He is truly my champion. Hasn't stopped sending me messages and always wishing me well and trying to remind me of what he thinks it is to him I wish to be. Quite confusing to the contrary actually...I am a dom for the most part and though my mind may switch I've not in a very long time. If I sway from my position as top dog than I leave myself open to being vulnerable and thus used, taken advantage of and perhaps allowing myself to be owned without satisfaction as my reward.

He is surely someone I have talked to more than any others and in light of the relationship we have its not one I thin will ever go anywhere anyway. That's the problem with fantasy, you wake up and realize its only just a dream. Sometimes those dreams can be good and sometimes they can be not so good. Are they exactly night-mares...not exactly but not my favorable way to sleep. I love waking to a smile, or in this case a wonderful message from Chase. He makes me smile even when he is very wrong and thinks he is right...he does keep my thinking about him in his own way. Recently told me he found my blog here and its what has made me return and post something about him now in this hour. Yes its 2:18 AM and I am here alone, its quiet and I recently have gone through a loss of a pet. Its made me not able to sleep for long. I don't know perhaps I am just feeling a little bored and know of nothing else I can do to keep myself occupied or make myself tire enough to attempt going back to sleep for a little while longer.

Funny how someone can be on your mind at a certain time of night for one reason or another. Its not that I want to talk to him its just he happens to be the one on my mind right now at this hour. On to the next thing, I will be watching YouTube videos and I will get over the thoughts in my mind at this moment and perhaps thinking about raw vegan fruit diets, Freelee the Banana Girl, Trisha Paytas and her Mukbang Videos, Jared Leto or whatever it is I get into watching.

Sweet dreams to all, especially my champion Chase!